Well i feel like shit. and i've been under some serious stress and lack of sleep.
I'm pretty dang sick right now, but i'm at school. my arm is very majorly messed up. over ten visible cuts. >.< i may be joining two tracks and a swim team. -choke- in addition to sea cadets and fencing. i feel like puking. my two new headphones are messed up already. i have to go to the counselor today because i have a d+ in english.
anyone have information on ghosts or afterlife spirits? or just malicious supernatural beings? becuase one is influencing Eclipse's mother and attacked me (i'd rather not go into details, let it suffice to say i was in fetal position and nearly crying) when i was at her house. rather frightening experience.
i've also found this power to "Thread" with others. everyone has a spool of thread in a room in their heart, and if you find it you can use it to influence them. awesome, but frightening. and exhausting.
positive note: Ricks getting better control of Loki!!! (Loki=his other personality) every time he wears or has the dragon ring near him when he's angry, Loki doesn't-CANT- take over!!! i'm insanely overjoyed by that. before when he was angry he'd black out and Loki would take over and Rick wouldn't remember it. but now he does, as long as the ring is near him. (i asked the ring to protect him and help him)
mum got extremely angry at me and my dad and left the house for twelve hours.
xmas sucked quite a bit although i got a new camera. (nice camera too)
my boyfriend and i are going through a rough patch. and my best guy friend is telling me i should dump him because ricks well... he's not exactly a positive spot in my life anymore...
i haven't gotten drunk or cut myself for the past couple weeks for which im very proud of myself.
thats basically an overview.
not much time to talk, maybe tomorrow i'll be able too.
I'm going nutty. I stayed up all night last night because I just couldn't sleep, and started doing a bunch of situps/pushups, writing dictionary definitions (about food) and finishing up a good story. (btw asparugus is part of the lily family. >.>) so today I keep drifting off in the middle of class. and I have a state writing exam thing today @.@ so not looking forward to that....
btw, I keep getting weird feelings with certain materials. vibes really. it's kind of hard to explain... hopefully I'll be able to catch up with all of you lovely people soon, it's been terrible at my house lately.... @.@
I can't talk often now. if i dont respond to messages, i havent forgotten, i just cant get to responding to them. as soon as xmas activities die down, i might be able to grab a few seconds online. until then, blessed be, have a fantastic yule!
Hi everyone, second post today. :) oh well, I'm just going to cut to the chase.
I want someone to teach me more about wicca, runes, spell casting, the like. I'm so curious, and I don't know where to start, and if I do it myself I'll be in over my head, and unsure what I'm learning, much how I was for the past year.
So I guess I'm asking everyone here if one of you would be willing to teach me what you know. Much love, and Blessed Be.
