Hey everyone!

Well, I know I have'nt been online for a while, and for that I am terribly sorry. new semester, new circumstances and all.

well my Abuelita (grandma) is sick in the hospital. and my mum left to take care of her, so I'm babysitting for the weekend, as my dad is in and out of the house, what with all his lovely meetings and such. So I'm praying for a speedy recovery for my Abuelita, but if that's not in her plans, then I wish her as little pain as possible. I'm not going to be greedy and jealous if her need is to not be here. I want what's best for her.

On a lighter note, My ex-boyfriend Paul asked me out on a date this weekend. and I think I said yes. we both have matured and we really like each other, but I want to take it much slower than last year. I tend to be a little fast with my relationships, and I'd rather not do that this time.

My other ex Rick is going to be more mature now, and I hope he sticks to it. I told him he needs to get help or have something stable in his life, and I hope he listens to me.

I'm trying to make a garden as well. any suggestions for what to plant? I want corn, carrots, melons, and onions, because that's what I've always had, but I want more things. any ideas?

also, I'm learning to forgive people for past wrongs, because if something were to happen to me or them, I don't want to have anyone go into death with a stupid hatred towards someone over something so.....silly.

AND my Sister Eclipse and my Brother Riley ( not really my brother but those are my feelings towards him....as a sibling) are starting to talk and stuff. it's way cool. they've really hit it off.

my life's been looking up, although I'm having more issues than normal. oh well!

How is everyone?